Three Journal
Dec. 2nd, 2013 04:05 pmI’m back mining entries from 1991 for my Three Journal. Which is always very depressing. How could I write so poorly? I cannot help thinking, “If I had done some decent work then, maybe it would have saved me when I handed the journal to Dr. G.” The best defense that I can cook up is that the writing reflects the fact that I was naturally suffering a severe depression. But I think that is reaching. There just isn’t much here. Too much injun to thrive in this civilization…
It occurs to me that this material will also make for relatively dull reading in my Three Journal, even though I am trying to gather only the best material. When it comes to the Three Journal, I was not going to include any of the copied and pasted poetry from my show blog. I wanted to keep the Three Journal more personal than that. However, maybe those poems can spice up the 1990s for me, sweetening that reading for me. I am also thinking about putting some of my book blogging there, some fun fiction, such as “1984” and “American Psycho”, and maybe some of the personal musings of Sylvia Plath and Fernando Pessoa.
It occurs to me that this material will also make for relatively dull reading in my Three Journal, even though I am trying to gather only the best material. When it comes to the Three Journal, I was not going to include any of the copied and pasted poetry from my show blog. I wanted to keep the Three Journal more personal than that. However, maybe those poems can spice up the 1990s for me, sweetening that reading for me. I am also thinking about putting some of my book blogging there, some fun fiction, such as “1984” and “American Psycho”, and maybe some of the personal musings of Sylvia Plath and Fernando Pessoa.