whether to quit this morning exercise
Jul. 17th, 2012 10:20 amI still struggle over whether to quit this morning exercise, sighing over the realization that this kind of struggling only leads to abject surrender, eventually. I am still stuck in my old-man trot, and one just feels so stupid, going through all this trouble as though I am an ambitious young man hungry to eat up all the success and to love all the hotties I can.
However, I get on the scale and I see ‘210’ and I can hardly believe it. And so I struggle on. I was fantasizing a little while back about getting down to the 180s, maybe even the 170s, but I think I definitely should be able to get back below 200 with just a little sticktoitiveness, which I would count as a great thing to achieve, because 220 pounds is a really scary mark to be hitting, especially if you can only reach 5-feet-7 in heels.
However, I get on the scale and I see ‘210’ and I can hardly believe it. And so I struggle on. I was fantasizing a little while back about getting down to the 180s, maybe even the 170s, but I think I definitely should be able to get back below 200 with just a little sticktoitiveness, which I would count as a great thing to achieve, because 220 pounds is a really scary mark to be hitting, especially if you can only reach 5-feet-7 in heels.