
What time is it? 12:48! That means I won’t be eating until 1:30. That hour was costly.
What a day, what a day! I was able to do a morning mow, but I had to wait till after ten again. Dewey grass. But at least the mud in the backyard was not that soft, and this made the operation a ‘go’. But that hour proved costly, not only in terms of a late lunch. The sun caught up with me as I began to mow the back, but at least I had done the front already. It was not terrible, but hardly ideal. One has to remember that we are now into May, and you can only hope for so much in the way of cool weather.
If it were not for the cats, I probably would have gladly waited another few days, and let the grass grow a little more. But I still had the cats inside after that stormy night, and that’s a tough condition to meet once you let them free. And now the job is done and the cats can do as they please.
But then I blew my afternoon. I hinted at my interest in video games at PolitiCartoons, and one LJer urged me to go ahead and get BioShock Infinite. He said, “It’s wonderful! You should do it.” I then saw that the price is down from sixty to forty-five dollars, and I happen to be sitting on a little surplus.
I took out my disc of GTA 5 to give it a run and make sure that the XBox is still working, and to made an afternoon of it - the morning was shot, why not make a day of it? One of the reasons why the idea excites me is that I came up with the notion that I could indulge in video games and treat it as a vacation from my blogging. I would just play a game for a day or two every once in a while - get it out of my system.
It would give another dimension to my days, and it would keep me invested in video games, as I keep an eye out for the possibility that these games are only going to keep getting better. Who knows what kind of fantasy-immersion one will be able to get in a few years? It may be a good idea to keep one’s hand in the gamer world.
I checked my money, to make sure about that surplus, and I came that close to ordering BioShock Infinite.
However, as much as I enjoyed my round of GTA, I felt my age. Do I really want to spend that many hours playing a video game? Isn’t my dwindling time much better spent with good books? If I were still in my twenties, or even my thirties, I don’t think I’d give it a second thought, but I’d be getting into these games with some real alacrity. But now I feel as though I have only so many hours to live, and I’d rather spend those hours meditating upon great thoughts or great lives, rather than gawking at pixel-women and shooting at pixel-characters and essentially watching cartoons.
I suppose if money were not so dear, I probably would still give the games a whirl. I do have the surplus, but the fifty-dollar expenditure would come close to wiping it out. The cost in terms of both time and money is a bit too precious. Maybe if the games could be a lot sexier, that would tilt the debate the other way, but the truth is we can only get so much of our fantasies with these games.
Yet, the debate remains an open one. I did enjoy my afternoon as Niko, running wild in Liberty City. And BioShock Infinite does look like a gaming phenomenon, and there is a romantic angle to it with a pretty brunette who is your helpmate and enchantress.